When you first stared to learn English , they give you the letter A , and whats it stands for , for me when I was still free soul it Appel , angels , ant... Etc . But when you grow up you find out that all the happy things turn to be black and gray , they burn it in front of your eyes and you can't do a thing just watch it burn down . All the happy thing I know for latter A turn black and gray , now the only thing I know about A is alone , afraid . Some times I wish that I never grow up and leave my childhood behind me , the time When I feel safe.......................... ; ** )).